Met a guy on a plane once on my way back from Scotland by the name of Colin. He taught me a cool trick. You can try it too.
Hold out your hands in front of you with your palms facing down. Just feel them. Yes, feel them.
You can sense an energy in your hands. That, he says, the the Life Force.
You know how you feel when you are feeling "yourself?" Whatever the energy is that defines you, you know when it's present or not (like when you are sick.)
Well, I'm BACK and it feels great. Don't know if it's the medication or rest or knowing that the medical ordeal is over or what, but I just feel like...Jer. And it's a good thing. Oh yeah, baby!