Ever have one of those internal struggles between what you REALLY wanted to do and what you think/know you probably should do?
I had one recently and it was keeping me up at night and drawing my attention away from what I should be focusing on.
It was really troubling.
Then, somehow, while lying in bed in Sao Paolo, I summoned up the courage to do what I thought (hoped) should be done..
We'll never know, I suppose, but hopefully it was indeed the right decision.
Enough said and, no, I'm not giving specifics on this one.